Blogging.

My life has been such a blur for the past few months. I have lost the urge to blog my thoughts out. Now, I just tend to keep to myself, and put on a smile here and there. I have lost all hope in many things, and trust way to much in the things I shouldn't. I turn out to be what people want to see so that I can please them. I have to break through and just be me. I have to believe in myself more. I have to accept the things I cannot change. I have to find the right place to be, and I don't know if San Jose is the place for me. I need to branch out, and make family proud of me., and that won't happen in San Jose. Let's see where life takes me.